We like to think we have a saving grace - but - do we ? Yes and No ! We have it but its not in us ...its Jesus and His Righteousness extended and forwarded to our account.
We deal with shame in many ways - mostly we forget about it - but it often comes back at us. God uses all things to draw us to Him, including shame - our screwups, our sin, our evil...
We are overwhelmed in life and find that its too hard to go on sometimes. Yet there is hope ! Life is in some ways a puzzle to solve. Once its solved your life is resolved.
If God is love, what is Satan ?
Life and Love happens in an instant !
Death also can happen in an instant !
The Rapture happens in an instant !
All three can happen at anytime !
So be prepared !
God has mercy on us and there is hope - the best example is the apostle paul's life he was a murderer by conspiracy and if he had his way everyone would be dead who believed in Jesus, but God changed that and turned him into the greatest preacher and apostle so there is hope for us on the continuum of sin